Saturday, June 3, 2017

Waking Up

My brain has been coming back online of late. Creative juices flowing and all that rot. This is a huge relief. For a long time I haven't had the energy to get excited about much. Not really. I'm starting to remember stuff - which is both good and bad. Starting to be able to DO stuff again: silly stuff like house cleaning and serious knitting and remembering what I read just after I closed the book (okay turned off my kindle, whatever) or a conversation just after I've had it.

I was worried there for a while. Really worried. When you go through something and you don't remember a whole lot about it, it is very easy to get impatient with oneself. I'm not the most patient person on the planet to begin with. It has been a long road, made longer by my impatience with myself. I am starting to believe that the road is actually getting better.

Was a bit worried there. . . .